Showing posts with label Things. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Things. Show all posts

Jan 11, 2019

Welcoming 2019

Hello It’s been a while since I wrote here. My last blog post was in 2017. Yea, I kind of busy with things and forgot that I have blog for a year. But worry not, I will try to be more active to write blogs in 2019 (finger cross). Okay. So, first of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Yeah I know it’s been 2 weeks since the new year but it’s still the first 2 weeks in 2019 so just let the euphoria lingers. By welcoming 2019, I want to dedicate my blog post to recap what happened in 2018. There were so many things happened in a year. I even thought that 2018 was a long year. But, what happened in 2018 really changed me into a better person. I was pushed to face my worst nightmare, to stepped out from my comfort zone, to experience new things, everything was happened in 2018. So without further ado, let’s get to the recap.

  1. Job Promotion: New Job, New Team, New Responsibility
    I started the year with a promotion offer. Not really a position that I have eyed, but still very interesting one. So basically in the end of 2017, GOJEK finally has planned to expand the business to the SEA. To able to do that, all of the documents we have that still in Indonesian, need to be translated to English. So with some friends in content team (my current team that time), we picked some articles, SOP, issues, etc to be translated in English and used for the expansion. It continued until the early 2018, and then my manager asked me if I want to take this as my responsibility. To take care of the expansion plan (for content related). He said that I will still in his team but responsible on the expansion content area. So, I said why not. But it changed. Turned out there were some changes in the organisation and I moved to the Expansion Team and responsible as Content Expert. I was promoted. I was happy but in the same time I was sad… because I need to stepped out from my comfort zone, separated with my friend, my ohana (okay, it’s too much).
  2. Xin Chào Việt Nam!
    Because of my promotion to the Expansion Team, I have a lot of opportunities to meet new friends from the country that GO-JEK planned to expand. One of them was Vietnam. So just a week after the promotion, I was preparing the workshop for the Vietnam and Thailand team, the two countries that will be our first countries to expand (Philippines supposed to be included but since there’s some regulation issue so it was pending, until now). In that workshop, I met some people who will work in Go-Viet and Get Thai, and befriended them. It was so much fun. Also I was able to practice my english. And I was become a trainer! Oh my God that was such an unforgettable moment for me. One achievement unlocked. So after the workshop, we were preparing all of the checklist for Vietnam to be launched. On May, I went to Vietnam, Ho Chi Minh City, with the whole team. And that was so good! Vietnam was so… classic, if I must say. It’s like we went back on time to the 60’s but the technology was so advanced. Good thing, the currency was cheaper so I didn’t need to exchange a lot of money. Everything was cheap. Even a pint of Baskin Robbins and Haagen Dazs. But the traffic… hahaha, the traffic was a nightmare. Even worse than Jakarta or Medan. Scary. We tried pho, eat some local food (thanks for this, I knew that I hate coriander for life), took a lot of walk (the pedestrian was so wide and clean and comfy), went to the City Hall and experienced a good night there (by accident!), and many things! Even though some things were not going as planned (like the food was not as good as I thought for my taste), I still really enjoyed Ho Chi Minh. Hẹn gặp lại Việt Nam (see you again, Vietnam!)
  3. Fasting as a Minority
    It did not take long until I went to Vietnam again. This time, it happened during fasting month, Ramadhan. I kinda worried since it’s going to be my first time to fast in other country. Let alone, as a minority. It’s gonna be harder because we will still get lunch together, and working as usual, and seeing them eat… and I will be the only one fasting. That’s what I thought. When it’s time, I got my period. Ehehehe, so I didn’t get to experienced my first day there fasting. Thank God. On this second time, we stayed at a rent apartment. And because it’s fasting month, we kind of brought some food to prep like chicken nuggets, beef jerky, beef floss, noodles, even Teh Kotak. Hahaha, I know it was silly. But, after all, our tongues are really Indonesian tongues. On the last days there, I finally experienced fasting in the country. Ho Chi Minh might be as hot as Jakarta but it was more humid there. So I felt thirsty easier than usual. And since most of the team were not fasting, I found it hard to see them eat. I let them know that this was something I need to do as a Muslim. And they understood. But in the end, one day before I went back home, I decided to not fast and go around the city. Because I know it’s going to be very tiring and hot and hard day to fast. Hehehe, turned out my faith was not enough to keep me from doing things I should not.
  4. The (so) Unpredictable World Cup
    Yeah, 2018 means FIFA World Cup. I really could not wait for this moment. The moment I could support my favorite football team, Der Panzer, Germany. To people who did not know me, they might think that I was just like any other people who like soccer at the time like this, and just like the player based on their look. But no, people. I have watched soccer since I was in senior high. I used to like MU but now I root for Chelsea (London Pride!). And I started my World Cup journey on 2002. When it held at Korea-Japan. Germany was my first love and the rest is history. Anyway, just like any other year, I rooted for Germany. They won the Cup back at 2014, and I hoped they will win this too. However, some player has retired. Such name as Lahm, Klose, Schweinsteiger, and many new young players that I did not know before joined the team. I knew they must be good. So I have no worries. But luck was not on the Germany’s side. They have to withdraw from the cup in a group phase. Dang! I was so sad and disappointed. They played bad and I kinda foresee the result. But overall, this year’s World Cup really unpredictable. The big team like Netherlands and Italy did not qualified to even played in group phase. Germany, Argentina, Portugal and many big players lost to some underdogs. Russia as a host went until QF. Belgium could pass the QF and went to the SF. England got their glory again and went until SF. And the finalist… it was Croatia vs France. Although Croatia needed to admit that France was still that good, it was an achievement for the team to be the finalist and runner up this year.
  5. Asian Games and Asian Para Games 2018: in Indonesia!
    The most awaited sport events in Asia was finally happened. Even though I need to be satisfied to just watching the event at home. The star of the event of course, Badminton. Through this event, finally, badminton got its glory again. Everyone was rooting for our badminton team. There were Nobar everywhere, even at the office. Hahahaha. Yeah, my coworkers even streamed in the big screen. It was really big. But in the contrary, the same excitements did not happened for the para games event. The streaming site were not as much as for the Asian Games one. But deep down, I was still rooting for our athletes who compete in the event. They were the true hero!
  6. Go-Viet is LAUNCHED!
    So after all this time, the hard work, the blood, sweat and tears, it’s LAUNCHED! Although my team was not invited to the event (yeah only the big bosses came, e.g. Nadiem), we’re so happy that it’s finally happened! The grand launch was held in Hanoi, since Go-Viet also launched in Hanoi at that time (they had already go live in Ho Chi Minh City few months before). The President of Indonesia came to see the event too. You might never know how it feels. All the stressed, the pressures, finally over. HAHAHA IT’S OFFICIAL. I’m happy. So much.
  7. SINGAPORE!
    YES! WE’RE GOING TO EXPAND TO SINGAPORE! I thought that I’m going to visit Thailand first but no. So after we launched at Vietnam, I thought Thailand will be launched not long after. But while Thailand was preparing, Singapore was coming. Actually, GO-JEK had an office in Singapore, but only for Data Science team. And by this, the plan for Singapore was different from what we have for Vietnam and Thailand. In Singapore, instead of built a new brand, we’re just going to expand GO-JEK brand and use it all together. So while we’re preparing for that, the whole Service Excellence Team from Singapore came to Indonesia. They’re having a session here. Like a workshop we were held for Thailand and Vietnam team. It’s so much fun. Even though it’s also tiring. Singapore team was colder than the Vietnam and Thailand team but they were good people, I know. Couldn’t wait to go to Singapore.
  8. Solo Traveling
    God really heard my prayer. So not long after, someone from the team asked me to go to Singapore to help the content team there. They were asking me to go alone. I was screaming inside. I am going to solo traveling! So I prepared my passport again, my trunk again. I was overwhelmed. What if my baggage is overload, what if I lost, and so many what ifs. Because it’s gonna be my first time go to other country all by myself. And I never went to Singapore before. It’s so daunting. I have planned everything. So I asked the ticketing team to set my flight on Sunday morning because I planned to go around the city. But me being the stupid myself, was ruined the plan by watching Crazy Rich Asian midnight show and ended up not sleeping before the flight. It made me sleep all the way to the Singapore and my body was aching the whole afternoon. So of course the plan to go around the city was failed. While I was in Singapore, I use the public transport, I was going local. Walking on the pedestrian, using the ez-link card, walking to the subway station, riding the train. I did not have many times to go around the city, but I make sure to utilize all the time I have there to enjoy the city. It’s too short. I will be back. Soon. Wait for me, Singapore.
  9. HAPPY 8TH ANNIVERSARY, GOJEK: My 3rd GOJEK Anniversary
    This year, GO-JEK turned 8th years old. Pretty much old as a startup company, don’t you think? And then I realised. It’s my 3rd GO-JEK anniversary. I was joined the family when GO-JEK celebrated its 6th anniversary. And now, it’s already 8th. Hope that GO-JEK could become a great company, always be the fast and fearless startups, dynamic and stay Indonesia. Success to conquer the SEA area and be head to head rival for Grab. Me love you, my second family.
  10. Attended 3 Concerts: BTOB, Golden Child, and DAY6!!!
    This was the best thing ever happened in the year! Starting from BTOB who finally came to Indonesia (even though Eunkwang couldn’t join them because he needs to go to the military, sad). The concert was superb. But I would not say that as a full concert. It was like mini concert + fanmeeting kind of event. They talked a lot, play a lot. Really entertaining. They were really good looking, funny, sweet and endearing. I would love to see them again in the future. Especially because I need to see Eunkwang in the real life! And then my friend told me that there will be a charity event and my favorite rookie idol is going to come as a guest. Golden Child is finally coming, that’s what I thought. Of course I went to that event! But since it’s going to be like a festival kind of event, with more than 1 artist, I was thinking hard to purchase the ticket. On the d-day, I was going to purchase it when my friend gave me the ticket freely! Happy. So yeah that night, I was having a very good night. The other artists also performed really good, especially 1 band named Kite Band. They were REALLY good. Of course Golden Child was become the last performer and I was blown away! They were that good. And Jangjun was talking in Indonesian (but his grammar was so bad but at least we understood). They were really good looking in real life I couldn’t even hold my scream back then. The last one, to close the year was, DAY6! You know, it was really impulsive decision. Since I just knew them from April, and they announced that they’re going to have world tour and will going to Jakarta on December, I impulsively bought the ticket on the first day of the sales. Though the short time, I really could say that I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! Their songs were really good. No bad song ever produced. To stan them was a blessing. My friend who introduced them to me, have attended their event for two times. The one time was including a high touch session. And the price for that at that time only half the price. I think I will talk about these three concert on different post. Or else, this is going to be a long post.
So, I think, that’s all. All the things I have experienced last year really made me think that I’ve done a lot. I achieved so many things. I made many new friends. I traveled to many places. I took new responsibility. So, I wonder, what will 2019 brings for me? I hope many good and even better things for me. Ciao. - Nifa

Apr 29, 2015

Dream > Myself : What I Want to Achieve

Ahiyaaa~ (maklumi anaknya yang suka bikin salam semau-maunya)

I know I just posted before. But please let me let out what’s in my mind. I really need it right now.

Oke. Jadi gini. Seharian ini, gue nggak habisnya mandangin hape gue. Berharap ada sms mengenai kelanjutan wawancara gue. But, I still have not get any message(s) yet. Still optimist eventhough rasanya menipis. Hmm…

Tiba-tiba, kembali terpikir masalah yang beberapa bulan lalu gue pikirin. Perihal lanjut master langsung setelah lulus. Jadi, sebenarnya, pas mau sidang gue itu malah sibuk buka-buka situs LPDP dan download list universitas yang ada di LPDP. I did my own research. Buka link universitasnya, cek jurusannya, gimana cara masuknya, ada thesis atau nggak, berapa lama, apa aja yang dibutuhkan dan lain-lain. I really do want to continue my study.

Hal ini bukan perkara mudah. Pertama, karena gue memutuskan untuk master di luar negeri. Which means, I need to fight to get a scholarship. Which leads to, what major I want to take. Aaand, does the major I want to take need me to write a thesis or not. Kenapa luar negeri, mungkin ada sebagian dari teman-teman yang bertanya tentang ini. Well, I just want to go abroad and take as many lessons as I can.

Bukan berarti universitas di Indonesia kurang baik atau gimana gitu ya kualitasnya. Tapi I just want to explore some countries while I learn something. Jadi bukan semata jalan-jalan gitu (not that I think traveling to other country is bad though). Nah, karena gue ingin di luar negeri, gue harus berjuang untuk dapat beasiswa. Kenapa? Karena pasti nggak murah. Dan tentu ortu juga nggak akan segitu mudahnya mengeluarkan uang untuk biayain master gue.

Dari situ, muncul pertanyaan, jurusan apa sebenarnya yang gue mau ambil. Jujur sampai saat ini, jurusan masih jadi satu hal yang gue bingung. Gue ini sarjana pendidikan, tapi, gue nggak mau ambil master di bidang itu. Bukannya nggak suka, tapi ada hal-hal yang ingin gue pelajari selain disiplin ilmu yang gue ambil sebelumnya. Jurusan-jurusan yang menarik bagi gue setelah lihat-lihat beberapa web universitas adalah TESOL, International Relations, Journalism atau Broadcasting, Literature dan beberapa jurusan social studies dan humaniora (catatan gue sebenarnya hilang pasca sidang. Kayaknya keselip dan sampai sekarang belum ketemu TT TT).

Jurusan-jurusan itu gue temukan di beberapa universitas yang ada di Australia, UK, US, Korea, Jepang dan Singapura. Khusus untuk Jepang dan Korea, gue sebenarnya sih nyari juga yang bahasa pengantarnya Inggris. Selain karena masih worried tentang thesis, gue masih suka roaming jadi precaution aja. Jangan sampe udah jauh-jauh kuliah malah nggak nangkap ilmunya. Kan sayang.

Then it leads to thesis. Ya, gue masih trauma sama yang namanya thesis gara-gara skripsi (membenarkan apa yang Nana tulis di blognya mengenai ini). Gue, jujur aja, nyusun skripsi itu empat semester. Took me a while, yeah, dan itu beneran menghabiskan waktu gue. Gue bukan tipe orang yang suka penelitian. I love reading, I do. Tapi membaca karena suka dan membaca karena harus untuk meneliti itu beda (at least buat gue sampai saat ini). I love making paper. Kalau topik papernya gue paham dan kuasai. Sementara beberapa penelitian, nggak selalu mengenai hal yang kita inginkan, iya nggak? Terkadang ada campur tangan dosen pembimbing dan beberapa teman yang berkesempatan kuliah di sana, memberi testimoni yang demikian.

So, I really did read thoroughly about the non-thesis major or program. Dan ada! Di beberapa universitas di Aussie dan UK juga Korea ada program non-thesis. Kalau di Aussie dan UK namanya Course Program. Only take a year to complete (kalau nggak salah ingat). Kalau di Korea namanya apa ya, kalau nggak salah ada yang bisa milih mau ambil jalur thesis atau non-thesis. Kalau ini tetap dua tahun. Jadi kita hanya perlu menyelesaikan kredit yang dibutuhkan, menyelesaikan beberapa jurnal dan mungkin ada internship beberapa bulan (jadi nanti 1 tahun lebih sedikit) and you get your master. Sayangnya, di Jepang nggak ada. Di US juga kayaknya ada sih, tapi lupa.

Ya, jadi garis besarnya begitu. Untuk merealisasikan mimpi gue ini, masih ada beberapa hal yang harus gue penuhi. Salah satunya TOEFL. Ya, gue tentu saja harus memiliki sertifikat TOEFL atau IELTS. Ini yang masih harus gue penuhi sekarang. Gue akan cicil satu persatu sebelum ada pemberitahuan lagi. Supaya nanti saat ada pengumuman, gue bisa langsung apply. So I need to research again (dan mencatat baik-baik kali ini nggak boleh hilang lagi).

Gue mungkin bukan orang yang pandai, bukan orang yang suka belajar terus menerus (belajar di sini maksudnya yang mencatat, menghapal, etc.), tapi gue orang yang banyak mau. Gue selalu mau tahu hal yang gue nggak tahu. Gue nggak suka ujian, tapi, gue suka mempelajari hal baru. Lucu ya, nggak suka belajar padahal. I love to learn something about things I like. Jadi, ya, begitu. Keinginan gue ambil S2 atau master mungkin bukan untuk gelar semata, tapi ingin menghilangkan rasa haus gue untuk tahu tentang dunia. Dan gue nggak peduli sih apakah nantinya gelar gue akan berguna untuk masa depan gue atau pekerjaan gue di masa depan walau gue selalu berharap apa yang gue kerjakan nanti akan terbantu dengan ilmu gue. So, yeah. Wish me the best of luck. Gue sekarang sedang merajut perlahan mimpi gue. Berharap, suatu saat, gue bisa benar-benar mewujudkannya.

I have a dream. And that dream is bigger than me. But I really grateful I have it. Someone really needs a big dream in their life so that they can achieve more and more before they get what they’re dream of (pardon my english).

Love,
-Nifa

Apr 16, 2015

Janji ooooh Janji

Talk to me about the promise I made with myself. To keep writing this blog consistently. I'm sorry for not write anything for almost a month (omg it's been that long). Okay. So let's catch up things. No, I will not write it in English. Gahahaha.... I'm tooooo lazy to think any grammatical sentences and to think about vocab and whatnots. Here we go....

Jadi, terakhir gue ngeblog itu... 18 Maret. Iya kan ya? (nanti kalo salah, gue edit deh). Banyak hal terjadi selama rentang 18 Maret ke 16 April ini. Wisuda udah lewat (ya, udah lewat, BANGET). Terus, sampe saat ini masih job-hunting (dan meladeni paksaan mama untuk ambil pekerjaan apa aja supaya kerja). Masih jadi pengangguran.

Tanggal 24 Maret itu, adalah tanggal bersejarah buat gue. Iya, gue wisuda (AKHIRNYA). Jangan tanya berapa lama gue kuliah, cukuplah tau gue udah lulus tahun ini. Perjuangan sampe ke tahap ini itu udah menghabiskan berember-ember air mata dan keringat (lebay). Nggak lah nggak selebay itu. Tapi yang penting, jadi hal yang selalu bisa gue ceritain panjang lebar ke siapa aja yang penasaran (tapi nggak akan gue bahas di sini karena akan lama banget serius deh). Well, wisuda itu.... gitu aja sih sebenernya. Tapi, beberapa momen memang bikin merinding banget (terutama pas padus UKM nyanyi Gaudeamus, huhu pengen nangis, inget dulu pernah nyanyiin itu). The moment when I moved the braid (aduh sumpah gue nggak tau harus pake rope atau apa), pengen nangis. Penantian ini, akhirnya.
Bangun jam 3 pagi, bangun sendiri lagi nggak pake dibangunin. Mandi, dandan (sendiri, kapok didandanin kayak tante-tante), bangunin orang rumah, sholat, siap-siap. Semua, gue kerjain sendiri. Rasanya excited banget emang. But that's the point. Momen ini punya gue. Ya, sisanya, ya kayak wisuda-wisuda lainnya. Hehehe....

Setelah itu? Jujur sebenernya lupa. Tapi, selama tanggal-tanggal itu, gue sibuk nyari kerja. Dan main sama temen. Ngajar juga. Gue ngajar anak-anak yatim bahasa Inggris. Lumayan, ada kesibukannya, walau memang nggak dibayar karena jadi volunteer aja. Walau bahasa Inggris gue masih ecek-ecek, tapi bisa bikin anak-anak itu ngerti, seneng juga sih. Merasa ilmu yang gue punya bisa berguna juga.

Jadi, sebetulnya, udah lama pengin nulis tentang wisuda itu. Sebagai satu tulisan utuh. Tapi, momennya memang udah lewat jauh. Jadi rasanya... aneh. Pun sebagai anak yang pelupa, jujur aja, detailnya pun lupa. Tapi mungkin nanti gue akan bikin satu posting khusus untuk gladi bersih wisuda dan wisudanya plus foto (oh nifa, so much for a promise, postingan tentang GAC aja belom jadi-jadi). Ya, segini aja dulu. Ingatan nggak mendukung. Hehehe....

So, I won't promise anything deh sekarang, takut nggak bisa menuhin. Tapi, gue akan berusaha untuk terus nulis, nggak tau seberapa sering, tapi akan. Secara udah gabung sama OWOP. OH IYA OWOP. I've joined OWOP (One Week One Paper). Jadi semoga bisa lebih konsisten nulis.

So byeee.....

Love,
-Nifa

Feb 26, 2015

A New Life (What's Up People)

ALOHA~
It's been a while (hell long time) since my last post here. Actually, the last post I made was on 2012 but since the post was kinda trashy (yeah I feel like it trashy post) so I deleted it. Maybe in the future I will deleted some of the posts that I thought unnecessary.

So, yeah. Been like 2-3 years not blogging, I actually miss to write here. A lot of things happened for these years, just like a blink of an eye (hyperbole, I know). But I will summarized all the years in this one post. Here we go.

2012
On this year, my last semester in my 3rd year was coming. Nothing eventful but KKL. Yeah, my friends and I were going to three cities for doing KKL (for you who doesn't know what KKL is, it stands for Kuliah Kerja Lapangan). The three cities are Bandung, Malang and Jogja. It was really a fun and a joyful trip. Eventhough after that we really need to submit a report about all of the trip, but we still had fun. Well, have a trip with friends always fun, right?

In the next semester of this year, I was entering my 4th year. I supposed to think about my thesis now. At least the topic and what kind of research I wanted to do. And, as a Educational student, I needed to do this experience teaching in a school. Well not just me but my friends who has not done it has to do it too. This semester was a hell. It really was. But, I think that will be unforgettable moments. The students I teached really nice eventhough they were really noisy and some of them were rebels, I still had fun. They reminded me of my highschool's memory.

2013
Ah, here we came, my (supposed to be) last semester. I still need to took 4 credits while I did my thesis. Not an easy job, I swore. And dealt with my supervisor was hard. She was sooooo busy since she was a Head Dept and I also busy with assignments, tasks, tests, exams etc. And so, my 8th semester passed, but not my thesis.

The next semester, my 9th semester came. No more classes, supposed to be a hint for me to finished my thesis already. But no. Still hard to dealt with my supervisors, went back and forth to Japan Foundation for searching some theories, but she had not acc my 1st chapter yet. I admitted, I was frustrated and run away. But then I back and I even went to Bandung to go to UNPAD and UPI to found another theories and still, I couldn't finished it yet, this semester. TT TT

2014
Still struggled with thesis. My mom said I was too laid back so my thesis is no where nearly done. So, I tried my best so my chapter 1 and 2 got acc and I could go to my 2nd supervisor. But, unfortunately, in the middle of it, my grandmother passed away. I was shock and.... really, I once again left my thesis behind. Put it in the back of my mind and I did nothing but accompany my grandfather. I kept doing that, until when I asked my friend about how her thesis and she nearly finished it. I became aware, if she graduated, then I might be too late to do it later. So, I started to do my thesis again and finally I could go to my 2nd supervisor. How surprised, she told me I was late. She then asked me to do my research and if I could go back to her as soon as possible. So yeah, I did well but again time went so fast. I almost done my thesis when my supervisors said I couldn't graduated this semester.

Here it came my very last semester. Since my research was almost done, I just need to finished it and went to both supervisors to made sure it's perfect to be presented and defended. And I was grateful when they said my thesis was done. So my last preparation was to presented and defended my thesis in front of the examiners right? And while I wait for the date, I helped my mom to be a scoring admin. I went to Puncak for maybe 2 months, 3-4 days a week. Such a refreshing and a pleasure after all of the things that made my mind went wild. I really experienced some things there. How to work with people, how to communicate with new people, how to present ourselves. Thanks to my mom, now I have 4 big sisters because of that events. They were assessors in the events so I mostly worked with them. And so, the work were over, here came my graduation exam. I was scheduled to defended my thesis on December 24 and on the very day, both my parents were out of town (talking about awesome). But, it went well. I felt so relax, and I did my best to defend my thesis in front of my examiners. And with it, I GRADUATED! Hell yeah.... Thank God, finally.


So, now, I am struggling about what job I want to do. I'm still jobless and I am waiting for my graduation ceremony on March 24, next month exactly. While I think about it, and do re-branding myself (a friend told me I need to do this), I will try to start writing again.

Until next time, I hope.

Love,
-Nifa

Jul 7, 2009

Disturbia

Hh..

I feel disturbed by someone. She is my junior. Yeah, my junior. She's soo annoying. Anyway, i feel regret for known her for all this time. Really.

This is why i dont like her that much.

1. she feels she's so important. She even looked at me with do-i-know-you kind of looking.
2. she feels she can do anything.
3. she feels SHE is EVRYTHING!
4. she ignored people.
5. she has two face. In front of me, she kind, but behind my back, who know?
6. she always make me feel UPSET.

And many more.

I'll never tell you who is she. But i just feel so mad at her in this time. She just text me about something that i do know. But i think she thought i dont know. How can i didnt know about what she text me? She is DISTURBIA. Well, now, i hope she can do her best. Anyway, she is my junior right? As a senior i have this responsibility to wish her all the best. Well, i dunno. Haha.

Hmm, again, feel sorry bout my english lately. Does it good? just give me a comment. Thanks.

rgds,

-nph