Aloha~
Been a while. Not really long but I feel guilty for not updating. Well, anyway, I will posting some things that happened in these 10 days.
Chelsea's 110th Anniversary and failed to through the Semifinals
Well, I was posted about Bayern Munchen's 115 year anniversary right? I was about to post about Chelsea's too but at the moment I was tooooooo lazy to do that. Hehehhee.... So yeah. On March 10, Chelsea was celebrated the 110 years since the club established. Old, I know but there are so many things I want this team achieved in the next years.
Just like BM, they also still compete in Champion League. On March 11 (March 12 already in Indonesia), Chelsea played against PSG at Stamford Bridge. I used to set my alarm, so I could watch it. But in the end, I didn't awake when my third alarm rang (yeah I'm that.... hard to be awaken). Well, when I finally woke up, I searched for news about the game and ended sad... The game was draw but Chelsea failed to go to the semifinals because of the goals aggregate. But then, they already got one cup/trophy, and now are concentrating on the Premiere League. They're still on the top of the table followed by Manchester City. Hope they will win the league. Been a while.
Got my graduation gown and ready to rock it (I don't even know what it means) but got worried coz accidentally sent wrong application letters
Soo.. I forgot when but finally I got the gown (well, toga means gown in English right, right?). I went to campus with my friends, but before that, I sent two application letters and cvs to two companies. It's still a job hunt season for me though. But then, before I reached campus, I felt so uneasy about my application letters. So I stopped my car and checked my email. There, I found that I really am stupid because I accidentally sent a wrong letter to a company. And I kept uneasy when I reached campus.
I met my friends and I told them about it. They couldn't help but laughed at me (yeah, I'm so stupid after all) and told me to be careful from now on. Also they calmed me down and told me to resend the letter. So when I got my gown, we went home and I resend the letter immediately. Well, hope they'll understand. But still no response from them. Been a week already.
My grandmother death memorial
This Monday was my grandmother's death anniversary (or memorial, I don't really know which one I should use). Couldn't believe she already left us for a year. So we held pengajian for her. To pray for her peace. So many things happened, but unfortunately I couldn't write it down here since that was a family matter. But, what happened on that day, really really broke my heart and I really wish things will get better.
Pengajian went so smooth, so many people come. Most of them are my granny's pupils since she used to teach for some groups of pengajian in our neighbourhood. Some of them were my granny's sisters. Well, I hope she could rest in peace and may Allah give her the best place up there.
That was pretty much what happened in the past 10 days. Nothing much, I know. It's because I can't really remember what happened in details and I just like summarized it.
Well, I was planning to do another review but I don't know when it will ready to post. Ah, also about the dreamfest report, I am sorry I couldn't bring it as fast as I wanted, but I will post it.
So, see ya for now....
love,
-Nifa
Showing posts with label Grandma. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Grandma. Show all posts
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 9, 2015
A Year Has Passed
Hello....
I supposed to post this like 4 days ago, but because of something else, I didn't.
So, on 5 March, it's been a year my grandma has passed away. A year, really? I still can remember the day when she's gone. My lovely grandma. How I rejected her wish to went to her house, how I half-heartedly answered her call, how I ignorantly went there with a grumpy self. But when I arrived, she's already gone. I still can recall my feelings at that moment. I couldn't even cry at first, denial was all I feel. My Umi was not dead, please it's a lie. But then, when the doctor left, my grandpa still sat beside her, their housekeeper was crying like a mad, I finally shed my tears. The realization was hit me so hard. My grandma, my lovely grandma, my one and only Umi. Then the proverbs: you never know what you have until you lose it, or you take it for granted, was floating in my mind. Yeah, when she's fine, I rarely visited her, or just say hi, or maybe just anwering her calls. The reason why I still couldn't believe it at the moment was because the night before, the day before, I went to their house, she's still fine. And before she passed away, she still lead pengajian for her student's grandchild's akikah. So sudden.
Well, regret is useless now. She is in the better place anyway. No more pain, no more sickness, no more meds. She's watching us from above. I still can't believe now a year has passed. A lot of things happened for a year after she's gone. I used to live with grandpa to accompany him. I ignore my thesis. My grandpa was re-married. I finally graduated (the things she asked me for a year before she passed, and I feel sorry for not graduated sooner so she could see me, TT TT).
Nine years live with stroke, couldn't even walk normally, live everyday with meds, plus her diabetes and high tension, I believed she suffered. But she always gave her best, always cheerfully live her life everyday, always pampered her grandchildren, always been a loving grandma for everyone. She, who used to walk around to shops or just for fun, for 9 years had to sit down cause of her stroke, it must be hard. But now she's not suffer anymore.
Umi, wherever you are now, I hope you happy. You are forever in our hearts. No one can replace you. You are the best teacher, the Guru, the one who teached us to be a better person, to be a better muslims. I am very sorry if I used to ignored you, picked a fight with you, hurt your heart.
Allahuma firlaha, warhamha, wa'afiha, wa'fuanha.
Ya Allah, berikan ia tempat tebaik di sisimu, jauhkan ia dari siksa kuburmu, berilah ia kubur yang terang, ampuni segala dosanya, angkatlah derajatnya, semoga ia meninggal secara khusnul khotimah. Aamiin.
Rest in peace, Umi. We love you to the moon and the back.
-Nifa
I supposed to post this like 4 days ago, but because of something else, I didn't.
So, on 5 March, it's been a year my grandma has passed away. A year, really? I still can remember the day when she's gone. My lovely grandma. How I rejected her wish to went to her house, how I half-heartedly answered her call, how I ignorantly went there with a grumpy self. But when I arrived, she's already gone. I still can recall my feelings at that moment. I couldn't even cry at first, denial was all I feel. My Umi was not dead, please it's a lie. But then, when the doctor left, my grandpa still sat beside her, their housekeeper was crying like a mad, I finally shed my tears. The realization was hit me so hard. My grandma, my lovely grandma, my one and only Umi. Then the proverbs: you never know what you have until you lose it, or you take it for granted, was floating in my mind. Yeah, when she's fine, I rarely visited her, or just say hi, or maybe just anwering her calls. The reason why I still couldn't believe it at the moment was because the night before, the day before, I went to their house, she's still fine. And before she passed away, she still lead pengajian for her student's grandchild's akikah. So sudden.
Well, regret is useless now. She is in the better place anyway. No more pain, no more sickness, no more meds. She's watching us from above. I still can't believe now a year has passed. A lot of things happened for a year after she's gone. I used to live with grandpa to accompany him. I ignore my thesis. My grandpa was re-married. I finally graduated (the things she asked me for a year before she passed, and I feel sorry for not graduated sooner so she could see me, TT TT).
Nine years live with stroke, couldn't even walk normally, live everyday with meds, plus her diabetes and high tension, I believed she suffered. But she always gave her best, always cheerfully live her life everyday, always pampered her grandchildren, always been a loving grandma for everyone. She, who used to walk around to shops or just for fun, for 9 years had to sit down cause of her stroke, it must be hard. But now she's not suffer anymore.
Umi, wherever you are now, I hope you happy. You are forever in our hearts. No one can replace you. You are the best teacher, the Guru, the one who teached us to be a better person, to be a better muslims. I am very sorry if I used to ignored you, picked a fight with you, hurt your heart.
Allahuma firlaha, warhamha, wa'afiha, wa'fuanha.
Ya Allah, berikan ia tempat tebaik di sisimu, jauhkan ia dari siksa kuburmu, berilah ia kubur yang terang, ampuni segala dosanya, angkatlah derajatnya, semoga ia meninggal secara khusnul khotimah. Aamiin.
Rest in peace, Umi. We love you to the moon and the back.
-Nifa
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