A New Life (What's Up People)

ALOHA~
It's been a while (hell long time) since my last post here. Actually, the last post I made was on 2012 but since the post was kinda trashy (yeah I feel like it trashy post) so I deleted it. Maybe in the future I will deleted some of the posts that I thought unnecessary.

So, yeah. Been like 2-3 years not blogging, I actually miss to write here. A lot of things happened for these years, just like a blink of an eye (hyperbole, I know). But I will summarized all the years in this one post. Here we go.

2012
On this year, my last semester in my 3rd year was coming. Nothing eventful but KKL. Yeah, my friends and I were going to three cities for doing KKL (for you who doesn't know what KKL is, it stands for Kuliah Kerja Lapangan). The three cities are Bandung, Malang and Jogja. It was really a fun and a joyful trip. Eventhough after that we really need to submit a report about all of the trip, but we still had fun. Well, have a trip with friends always fun, right?

In the next semester of this year, I was entering my 4th year. I supposed to think about my thesis now. At least the topic and what kind of research I wanted to do. And, as a Educational student, I needed to do this experience teaching in a school. Well not just me but my friends who has not done it has to do it too. This semester was a hell. It really was. But, I think that will be unforgettable moments. The students I teached really nice eventhough they were really noisy and some of them were rebels, I still had fun. They reminded me of my highschool's memory.

2013
Ah, here we came, my (supposed to be) last semester. I still need to took 4 credits while I did my thesis. Not an easy job, I swore. And dealt with my supervisor was hard. She was sooooo busy since she was a Head Dept and I also busy with assignments, tasks, tests, exams etc. And so, my 8th semester passed, but not my thesis.

The next semester, my 9th semester came. No more classes, supposed to be a hint for me to finished my thesis already. But no. Still hard to dealt with my supervisors, went back and forth to Japan Foundation for searching some theories, but she had not acc my 1st chapter yet. I admitted, I was frustrated and run away. But then I back and I even went to Bandung to go to UNPAD and UPI to found another theories and still, I couldn't finished it yet, this semester. TT TT

2014
Still struggled with thesis. My mom said I was too laid back so my thesis is no where nearly done. So, I tried my best so my chapter 1 and 2 got acc and I could go to my 2nd supervisor. But, unfortunately, in the middle of it, my grandmother passed away. I was shock and.... really, I once again left my thesis behind. Put it in the back of my mind and I did nothing but accompany my grandfather. I kept doing that, until when I asked my friend about how her thesis and she nearly finished it. I became aware, if she graduated, then I might be too late to do it later. So, I started to do my thesis again and finally I could go to my 2nd supervisor. How surprised, she told me I was late. She then asked me to do my research and if I could go back to her as soon as possible. So yeah, I did well but again time went so fast. I almost done my thesis when my supervisors said I couldn't graduated this semester.

Here it came my very last semester. Since my research was almost done, I just need to finished it and went to both supervisors to made sure it's perfect to be presented and defended. And I was grateful when they said my thesis was done. So my last preparation was to presented and defended my thesis in front of the examiners right? And while I wait for the date, I helped my mom to be a scoring admin. I went to Puncak for maybe 2 months, 3-4 days a week. Such a refreshing and a pleasure after all of the things that made my mind went wild. I really experienced some things there. How to work with people, how to communicate with new people, how to present ourselves. Thanks to my mom, now I have 4 big sisters because of that events. They were assessors in the events so I mostly worked with them. And so, the work were over, here came my graduation exam. I was scheduled to defended my thesis on December 24 and on the very day, both my parents were out of town (talking about awesome). But, it went well. I felt so relax, and I did my best to defend my thesis in front of my examiners. And with it, I GRADUATED! Hell yeah.... Thank God, finally.


So, now, I am struggling about what job I want to do. I'm still jobless and I am waiting for my graduation ceremony on March 24, next month exactly. While I think about it, and do re-branding myself (a friend told me I need to do this), I will try to start writing again.

Until next time, I hope.

Love,
-Nifa

Future

2011-03-06

I have this worried. I’m worried about my future. I haven’t think about my future yet. I haven’t decided what I want to be after I graduated. But here’s the thing. I will do what I LOVE to do. I won’t force myself to do what people want me to do. That’s it.

I believe that I will do my best and with fully effort if I do what I want. And I want to give my best effort to that job. Whatever it is.

My mom let me choose. Either I want to be a translator, or interpreter, or maybe just a writer. She let me choose my own path. She didn’t even push me to be in Science class eventho I was got in to Science class on 2^nd grade of High School. She let me choose to be in Science or Social. And when I choose Social, she just said this “You have to consisten and be the best there. Since it’s your choice, you can’t complain to me about anything. You can share but not complain. It’s your choise afterall.”

And when I graduated, and choose where I want to go for college, she also said that. And when I choose for study in Japanese Departement she said “You have to commited and consisten. I don’t wanna hear if your score get low or you complain about your subjects. You have to be the best since it’s what’s you like and what you choose.”

And then, here I am. As a Japanese Departement student. I try my best to get a high score and graduate fast. And I want to make my parents proud of me. But again, I don’t know what I want to be after this. I hope I will know as time passed by.

SEVONE and Graduation Party Part 2

Oh-kay. Have you read the first part of this story? You better read that first than read this one. Hehe.

Okay. In the last post, i told you about SEVONE Cup, right? Then now, i want to tell you about my Graduation Party.

Well, firstly, my Graduation Party would be held at Unsada. Since Unsada is unworthy for Rp 250.000/each we want moved our Graduation Party ke gedung yang lebih worthy. There're sooo many options. But at the end, our Graduation Party was held at Gedung Pewayangan TMII.

Okay. I always want my Graduation Party to be special. So i think about, "mau diapain rambut gue buat wisudaan ya? masa cuma biasa aja?". Then, my mom suggest me to curly my hair and untuk itu gue butuh salon. Oke, nyalon doangan mah gue ayo!

But then, on H-1 my mom said to me "Kamu nanti bangun jam 1/2 4 lho ya. biar ga kesiangan. temen-temen kamu semua itu soalnya. nanti telat!"

WHAT! Gue mesti bangun jam segitu? Huah. Gue mengiyakan aja lah daripada daripada kan..
Akhirnya, pagi-pagi dengan mata masih merem melek gue ke salon. Gue adalah orang yang pertama dateng. Masih pada belom bangun juga itu mbak-mbak salonnya.

Yasudh laah. Akhirnya, gue dilayani juga (jiaaah). Gue dimake up dulu. Dan ALIS gue di rapiin. Sebenernya gue gamau, tapi nyokap gue nyuruh. yaudah.

(kira-kira 2 jam-an lah gue di make up dan di keriting kecil)

Setelah itu, gue pulang dengan menutupi muka gue. Malu. Untung masih pagi. Sampe rumah, gue makan, ganti baju trus siap-siapin apa yang mau gue bawa. Trus, gue foto sama bokap karena yang ke wisuda itu nyokap. Abis itu, gue pergi deeh.

Nah, sebenernya yang gue seneng dari acara ini cuma karena gue bisa ketemu sama temen-temen gue lagi. Kapan lagi coba? Dan kita di sana (terutama anak kelas gue) bukannya ngikutin prosesi dengan baik malah foto-foto trus ribut sendiri. Haha.

Oke, ini foto-foto kami. haha. Narsis banget. Tapi seneng.

Ini pas di depan, belom masuk hall

Ini semua kerjaannya Wally. Ga beres emang itu anak. (Wally, yang mukanya close up di foto terakhir lho)

Ini sebelum baris untuk foto sekelas

Ini foto sekelas. XII IPS 2

with my besties after foto kelas

That's it. Tiringly AWESOME day. Why i said that day is tiring day? Because after that, i went to Japan Embassy to take my form for Monbusho Scholarship (read another post before this). That was tired. But, i have fun with my besties after all. Haha. Cant forget this and that. I wish they'll get what they want. For exp. PTN. Good luck guys. Will miss you A LOT!

rgds,

-nph

SEVONE and Graduation Party Part 1

It's a bit late, i know.

Okay, firstly i want to posted this thing at the day when SEVONE Cup was held. But then, my father always use the laptop and i just can open Twitter, Plurk. So i just wait.

Then, the graduate party was coming. It held on June 23rd. I took many picture but i really get busy with those scholarship things. So, im not posting anything.

Then today, i just feel little boring so i remember about those picture and i think, i want share with you all. And again, im sorry for my poor grammar. As long as you can understand what my point, i think its okay.

First thing first.

SEVONE Cup, honestly is the Biggest Event yang mau diadain sama OSIS angkatan gue. But, unfortunately, our Headmistress (Bu KD, sebelum Pak HS) didnt allowed the proposal. So, it's always pending, pending, until our time is over. Jadi, proposalnya diterusin ke angkatan di bawah gue. It's really sad.

It held on June 21st -25th. There're bazaar too and i have a stand there. Jadi setiap hari selama SEVONE Cup berlangsung, gue dateng buat jagain stand dan nonton sekalian. Tapi, karena pas hari pertama stand gue ada di belakang, jadi gue ga bisa dapet foto pembukaannya. Tapi hari kedua sampe terakhir stand gue pindah ke depan jadi gue bisa nonton. But i just took pictures when 71's team play ya. And few performance from dance, tatra, cheers.

Here the photos of the event:

Sebelum pertandingan

Terjadinya gol-gol oleh tim Sapta Eka

Tim basket 71 pd quarter ke-3 menang 23-10

Fernand Hutabarat's ball jugling

futsal artis vs futsal 71 (2-3)

All Star 71 (Saman, Chelsea, Salzeus)

Yah, kira-kita begitulah recapnya. Why i just add 1 of many pictures from salzeus (dance)? Honestly, guys, they not really good at that time. I think that because their new member. Maybe they need more practice.

And that's SEVONE Cup. How about my Graduation Party? I think, i will post it later. On the next post. I promise. haha. See ya.

rgds,

-nph

Undur-undur

Huaaah!
Gue yakin banyak yang maki2 pemerintah gara-gara ini.
PENGUMUMAN UAN DIUNDUR!

Tapi ga tau juga kapan jadinya. Bayangin ajalah, udah sengaja nunggu2 hasil, pagi2 nongkrongin kompi, online, tapi ga dapet apa2 kecuali Mohon Maaf untuk pengumuman..

Terus aja diundur-undur. Yah, gue tau sih ada beberapa kota yang UAN-nya diulang. Tapi, kalau memang hasilnya mau diundur, mbok ya bilang kapan pastinya. Jangan jadinya menggantung gini. Kita kan jadi bingung, kapan kepastian kita LULUS-nya (gue ga mau bilang ga lulus karena gue berharap kita semua LULUS).

Anyway, kepada siapapun yang tahu tanggal pasti pengumuman UAN, please leave your comment here, ya. Siapapun yang punya pendapat sama kayak gue juga please leave ur comment. Gue berharap perjuangan kita nggak berakhir sia-sia. Semoga Tuhan mendengar doa kita selama ini. Semoga siswa SMU angkatan 2009 LULUS, amin.

GBU

rgds,

-nph

Comeback From Exam & My Wishlist

Haha... Actually, i have to wait one week again before i can use this laptop and go online. But, wtv! I can't wait. Enough is enough.

Finally, my day as highschool student (aka senior) is over (aaw!) :(. Today is the last day. After we taking this Final School Examination, we will stay at home for, maybe, 3 weeks before graduation (amin, ya Allah, amin). So, i will really miss my friends.

And, about my wishlist, it's been a long, long time. I really want these things to be mine. But, my mother said that i have to collect my money for them. Ugh, for long time, Mom! Get real! Huh, wtv again. I will start to save my money right now (but i still have to pay my t-shirt, oh gawd!).

Here they are. My wishlist. Wish you'll not judge me 'Lebay'. Haha...

I really need this stuff because my minus is increase (OMG!). So, this glasses is my important wishes. Haha... (bolor emang gue!)



These shoes are really nice right? For the first time of my life, i really want to try to wear high heels. And, the second shoes is Nike, and beside nike, it's converse. I really want them for me.


These items, uuh, what i've to say? I do want these for real! And yellow too. Haha.. iPhone 3G yellow, Macbook yellow, and iPod Nano yellow. Yes, i'm into yellow! But, for these items, how long i've to save my money? Oh, God.

And here i am. Broke. And will be broke for those things i want. Hell!

rgds,

-nph

Face The Last Day of Practical Exam Tomorrow

Ffiuh...

Okay... Tadinya, gue mau nge-post ini dengan bahasa Inggris. But, again, kendala vocab membuat gue mengurungkan niat.

Nah, seperti yang gue tulis di judul, gue akan menghadapi hari terakhir Ujian Praktik besok. Akhiiiiirrrnyaaaaa....gue bisa leyeh-leyeh juga di rumah. Menikmati kesendirian bersama Mbak gue. Tapiiiii, masalahnya, kenapa harus Agama Islam besok? Pertama, gue belom hafal semua doanya (cuma nomor 1 dan 8 paling yang udah di luar kepala). Terus, kedua, gue berharap nggak dapet Shalat Subuh. Kenapa? Karena gue nggak hafal (lagi) doa qunut yang biasanya dipakai untuk Shalat Subuh (sunah sih sebenernya).

Oke, kalo lo mau bilang gue aneh, silakan. Tapi memang itulah kenyataannya. Hari gini, mau lulus itu susah. Semua guru (hampir semua, di sekolah gue) itu adaaaaaa aja kerjaannya supaya bikin murid-muridnya ribet.

Ah-niwaaaay... Bodo amat lah. Yang penting besok terakhir. Gue bisa libur abis itu. Walaupun Senennya gue masih harus memperjuangkan kelulusan gue di UAS (huhuhu...kenapa g UAS dulu sih baru UAN???). Tiga hari yang juga ikut menentukan. Mana ada essay lagi. Huaaaah.... God, kenapa hari pertama UAS mesti dua pelajaran laknat yang hafalannya segunung (Pkn, agama)???

P.S.: hey, gue baru merasakan asyiknya 'maen' di mysoju.com nih. Nonton drama puas deh gue. Bagi penggemar drama (J,K,C) dan musik (jpop,kpop), bagi-bagi info ya..Maklum, karena males buka-buka site lain selain FB,Blog,YT jadi ketinggalan jaman. Hahihuheho....

rgds,

-nph

First Day Practical Exam

This is the first day of my practical exam (PE).

Honestly, i don't feel scare or nervous today. I feel like holiday on Sunday. Really. I slept at 10 and woke up at 5.30 just not like me. And it feels weirder cause my mom, which is always yelled me if i watch dvd on school night, didn't yelled me. So, i think this is why i ignored my alarm when it rang besides my ear.

Okay. Today subjects is English and Bahasa Indonesia. On English, the teacher asked me (us actually since there's ot only i who got this exam) to write texts following the theme or picture. Number 1 is writing text following theme. I really confused when picking 1 of 5 theme. Each have its own difficulty. Finally, i piked number 5 which is "Our 71 Senior High School" and choose to wrote the text as description text. Okay, it's done.

But, there's a problem when i moved to number 2. Hell, there are 3 pictures and all of the pictures make me freeze for a while. What should i wrote on my paper? I really didn't know what to do then. So i think. This is the following picture. NOTE: the pictures i find are not the real pictures on the test. But the theme is same.

1.Pemilu 2009 a.k.a General Election 2009


2.Tragedi Situ Gintung


3. Tragedi Jatuhnya Pesawat Fokker (i don't really know the best title for this)


For a moment, i think really hard to decide what picture that i can imagine to write. And then, i picked picture number 1 (pemilu). After i picked, there's another problem. What text i would write from this picture. Then, i choose to wrote hortatory exposistion. Unfotunately, the time had running out. And it 10 minutes left for me to finished my text. But, for this time, i realize. I didn't have enough vocab to write down this text, with this picture, with this topic, and as hortatory. So, i just take a deep breath and wrote down everything in my head. And i just can hope for the best for my text 'disaster'.

After English test, i went to canteen and eat my lunch (actually, it's not lunch since it still morning) with my friends. Be ready for Bahasa Indonesia test in AV room.

The bell rang, i and my friends went to AV room. And, wow! There's a lot of people. This test take 2 classes for one session. So, my class and XII IPS 1 are first.

Well, since Bahasa Indonesia is my Language, i have done this better than English. So, i can relax and face the test for tomorrow (Japan and Seni Musik). I hope tomorrow will be better than today.

enuff and thanks for read it. haha, my first post with full english too. so, i'm sorry if the grammar is sucks. because i still learn how to write with english.

rgds,

-nph

Little Excitement... At Least For a While

Huff!!
Now, i can really breath. For sure.

Okay. First thing first.

About my last post. SIMAK udah ada resultnya. Udah lama juga sebenernya. Dan gue rasa, semua orang di 71 tahu siapa aja yang berhasil dan berarti sisanya masih belum berkesempatan masuk UI lewat jalur itu. Dan, oke, termasuk gue. Gue belom lolos. Hope I will.

Terus, UAN baru saja SELESAI!! Yeah. Jadi, itulah kenapa gue kasih post gue judul itu.

Kenapa little? Karena emang perjuangan belom berakhir. On Monday, ada Ujian Praktik. Masih menunggu UAS. Dan itu semua tanpa jeda. Walau sebenernya, Ujian Praktik (UP) juga nggak setiap hari. Karena setiap kelas punya jadwal masing-masing. Jadi, belom sepenuhnya juga gue bisa bersenang-senang. Karena, setelah UAN selesai pun, gue masih kebayang gimana hasilnya. Well, I just can hope that the result is alright.

UP menurut gue ujian yang lumayan asik. Walau sebenernya, gue belom nguasain beberapa materi sih. Sucks as materi Agama (doanya lho ya, bukan bacaan sholatnya), Bahasa Jepang (ironis di mana gue malah dapet PMDK-nya di UNJ, aamin), Bahasa Indonesia (man, gue bingung mau bikin pidato apaan), dan gue rasa Bahasa Inggris juga (gila, suruh ngomong pake bahasa itu 10 menit dengan tema yang ditentuin. mau ngomong apa gue?).

Ah-niwaaay.... At least I can have the great weekend. I think I deserve this. Even on Monday, when I have this Test, my lil brother have his UAN. Yah, gue selalu berharap kita semua (semua angkatan 2009 maksud gue, baik SD,SMP,SMA) bisa lulus dengan nilai yang bagus, keinginannya terpenuhi, dan yah, the best lah buat kita (apa sih? gue nulis apa sih?)

Well, I will enjoy this little excitement, even if it just for a while. At least, I can do anything I want without my moms 'bla-bla'. Sorry mom. Sometimes, I just really hate to hear your voice when you're yelled at me.

enuff from me this time. Have a nice weekend, ev'ryone!!

rgds,

-nPh

UAN is COMING!!

just imagine that title.

yea,yea. it's hard to believe that i'll graduate. i hope.

i mean, who knows? if i don't have luck enough, who knows what will be?
but i also hope my friends and i will graduate from this sucks high school.

seperti yang gue tulis sebagai judul, uan is coming. soon. 2 bulan lagi. bahkan mungkin kurang. jeez, gue ngeri banget mikirin itu apalagi tentang kesiapan gue yang kurang dan banyak banget yang mesti gue benahin.

dari awal gue selalu berniat untuk belajar pas udah semester 2. tapi, bener-bener susah ternyata untuk merealisasikannya. karena entah kenapa, pas kelas tiga ini rasanya tambah males aja. beda sama waktu gue baru mau SMA. apa karena pengaruh dari sekolahnya juga? i don't know. yang gue tahu kayaknya SMP gue juga dulu payah.

anyway, baru aja kemaren gue selesai TO. dan OMG, soalnya maut bener. gue, jujur aja, paling bete sama ni sekolah gara2 suka banget bikin pengumuman mendadak. well, mungkin nggak mendadak sih, tapi tetep aja bikin muridnya nggak siap (siapa juga yang siap kalo TO-nya pas abis liburan?). tau-tau, pas upacara sekolah, bilang kalo TO hari selasa. gawat banget kan? berarti, kita cuma dikasih waktu.. SEMALAM! ya, semalam. sehari aja nggak ada kan? eh, ada deng kayaknya. tapi, pasti nggak maksimal juga sih belajarnya.

so, kalo ada yang nanya gue 'lo belajar, nggak?' so pasti gue menjawab dengan sangat gampangnya 'nope!'. gue sih udah berusaha membuka buku untuk belajar matematik. tapi apa yang gue dapetin, LOGIKA sodara2. ya, yang premis2 itu. dan tiba2 aja otang gue ngeblank dan ilang deh tu rumus. semua! jadilah gue manghadapi to itu dengan sangat pasrah. Here it's the recap:

DAY ONE
Math: OMG, how could i answer this??
B.Ind: Oh, lala. no way!
Geo: not bad. i'm counting the buttons.

DAY TWO
B.Ing: WHOO! i got it!
Eco: Hmm, i haven't study yet!
Socio: I feel...

So, that's the recap. gue nembak banyak bener. cuma berharap aja matematik ga di bawah 4. hehehe. yang penting lulus lah. amiin.

so, i hope i can get ready enuff fo this exam. i'm counting my days. just 2 months before UAN. just.. wonder. semoga soalnya nggak susah. amin.

that's all.

thx.

rgds

-nPh

get ready for new semester

ouch..

i just remember that tomorrow is Monday. which means...tomorrow is the first day school.

gila! perasaan sih masih baru kemaren aja gue libur. tapi tau-tau besok udah tanggal 5 dan berarti hari pertama masuk. mana mulai masuk jam 1/2 7 lagi ya? oh God! gila...

sebenernya, gue seneng udah balik ke sekolah. tapi, masalahnya, gue bakal kembali kepada semua tugas, peer, buku, guru dan tetek bengeknya. gue males tuh yang kayak gitu. gue cuma mau ketemu sama temen-temen gue...

kangen banget sama mereka. apalagi pas libur ini nggak sempet gue jalan-jalan sama mereka. padahal kalo dipikir-pikir sih (seriusnya ni ya) ini liburan santai terakhir deh. masalahnya kan udah kelas 3, semester kemaren sih gue sante aja kaga buka2 buku UN. tapi sekarang udah harus mikir juga tuh sama yang begituan..

kalo yang ngasalnya sih, masih banyak waktu libur men. pas sekolah aja masih bisa mabal. heheh..tapi kayaknya kegiatan favorit gue yang satu itu mesti dikurangin deh. daripada ntar gue jadi lemot dan berasa siput kalo di kelas. kan gawat. hehehehe...

back to main topic nih. sekarang gue jadi mikir aja deh. bentar lagi UAN trus SNMPTN trus lulus2an (amin. yang ini doain ya!). jadi mulai sekarang sih pengennya gue get ready aja. di tangan gue udah ada 2 buku tebel yang isinya adalah:
1. Panduan UAN SMU
2. Simulasi SPMB

dan gue rasa mulai semester ini, gue bakalan berusaha untuk ngerjain itu semua. supaya gue bisa sukses ngerjain semua yang menunggu gue di depan. hehehe..

doain ya guys. gue pengen banget lulus nih. bosen sekolah. hehehe...
boong deng. gue nggak bakal pernah bosen sekolah selama di sana masih ada temen2 gue..

yasudh..ciao semua!!

-nPh