Mar 6, 2011

Future

2011-03-06

I have this worried. I’m worried about my future. I haven’t think about my future yet. I haven’t decided what I want to be after I graduated. But here’s the thing. I will do what I LOVE to do. I won’t force myself to do what people want me to do. That’s it.

I believe that I will do my best and with fully effort if I do what I want. And I want to give my best effort to that job. Whatever it is.

My mom let me choose. Either I want to be a translator, or interpreter, or maybe just a writer. She let me choose my own path. She didn’t even push me to be in Science class eventho I was got in to Science class on 2nd grade of High School. She let me choose to be in Science or Social. And when I choose Social, she just said this “You have to consisten and be the best there. Since it’s your choice, you can’t complain to me about anything. You can share but not complain. It’s your choise afterall.”

And when I graduated, and choose where I want to go for college, she also said that. And when I choose for study in Japanese Departement she said “You have to commited and consisten. I don’t wanna hear if your score get low or you complain about your subjects. You have to be the best since it’s what’s you like and what you choose.”

And then, here I am. As a Japanese Departement student. I try my best to get a high score and graduate fast. And I want to make my parents proud of me. But again, I don’t know what I want to be after this. I hope I will know as time passed by.